From the stretch, i would like to tell you apphia, that i'll be there for you when you're in doubt. i'll be your pillar to lie on, your shoulder to cry on, and your listening ear to rant on. I'll never leave you in the lurch. But all i gotta tell you, is to lead a normal and happy life on. Do not bother much about everything that's happened. You're cool arent you? :D And im glad you did what's deem fit. I don't think their childishness will lead them to any where good. They're not any better than you anyway. So why keep having heart-stabbing thots agn and agn? forget it la. no pt wad. just know that i love you, your family loves you and everybody loves you, that's what you shld care about. (:
Woke up early. EArly birds have worms to eat. hahaha.. zao qi de niao er you cong chi wad.. lols. then mel and i strolled to the bus-stop to wait for phia. but she overslept. so that's the reason why we're late 4Grace.. It aint our fault. so keep your blaming to yourselves. Make your accusations right before pointing fingers at us four. Apphia only slept for 1 hour. cos she's got some serious case to handle. Got it right? Schmuck.
So there we were, whom have successfully and safely reached st gabs. collected the tin cans. saw NCC but didnt see the kukukens wahahha.. then some pple left on themselves. like mabel and waimun, whom has oredi dated us for towning.. but went to other areas instead! grrr! ok then us four went to s'goon central. my spot was good. received alot of donations. but some stupid st gabs guys are sooooo irritating. haha. but they were fun la.. kept fighting with me. nice guys (: so the outcome.. ying's and mine were the heaviest :D well done sistur! then we rested our bums for about and hr over at macdonalds.. slacked and had lunch.. then off we went to return the cans.. so far, till we reached. and praised by the officials :D. we did a great job!
so since we were pang seh by tonnes of pple, we four still rocked on smoothly in town. it was really really a wonderful and very very happy towning session.. wad to do? with the girls is like disaster. mother nature cant even take control of em.. whahha.. yingjie must be damn happi cos mel and phia bought a roxy visor for her. then mel bought eric's bdae prezzie, which we walked 1223817386483756 miles all over to get it. hehs. shadn't mention it cos that dude reads my site. wahhah.. so many presents to get! carol's, eric's, michelle's, valentines' day too!
then we shopped and walked till our legs tak boleh tahan. so we returned home. oh yeah before that we took beautiful neos too! ahha.. then while train-ing, the guard chased us and told us that we shldn't be sitting down at the back of the train's emergency door. sigh but that's our fav spot uncle..! nvm.. then mel and i fetched phia home, in case the bitches and bastards of all heavens get nasty and fucky to disturb our sister. mind u, we're not having any intentions to get angbaos or wad awrite. lols. anyhows, apphia's surrounding is really nice and calm. silent. but not too peaceful either.. mel and i were so jealous. haha. then phia's hse. whoa, her room is nice! posters and pictures all over. kewl. so after that, we went home, watching with every corner of our eye, if anyone attacks us...
here i am... Home Sweet Home! Mel is crazy. awwwshhh wad a sexy lil thing :D we kept singing and laughing our lungs out.. -cough cough- haha.. see.. awrite... here i go now.. bye!
posted by spontaneous @ 06:47 p.m. on Saturday, January 31, 2004
"cuz we lost it all..Nuthing last forever..I'm sorry i can't be perfect..."
After sooo many moons.. i still love Perfect :) the lyrics are so meaningful to me. hmmm... at grandma's now. Junking on all kinds of kueh kueh.. hahah..
What shit cud happen before a happy long weekend? I was on 82 just now.. sat right at the baq as i alwaes used to, then there were these 4 malay guys, for i donno why da goddamn hell they wanna to sit so close to me.. so when i reached, the one sitting beside me was like damn irritating.. of course he was nice enuff to give me way out. but cummon all he did was just like giving me 15cm to get outta muh seat. "Can you please get out(of your seat)?" i said.. Then he said "You get out first la!" sucha lazy guy.. i was like trying so hard to get out can. Not that i'm fat or what but he didnt give me space to walk thru! wad fuckboy.
Yes yes it's a loooonnnngggg wkend! wee! we're having flag day tmr.. gonna get our arses down to st gabs to collect our tin cans.. gawd please don let us sell teddy bears aight? haha. it's not very nice to do it :) and i pray hard that the kukuken and the moomoocow doesn't come looking for me tmr.. annoying boys :P
tuition starts tmr oredi.. ): ms lai's out of her confinement period.. i wonder happy she is to feel water agn.. how nice she would smell and all.. hoho.. hhahahha
gtg now.. tartar!
posted by spontaneous @ 05:41 p.m. on Friday, January 30, 2004
I crave for Hawaii!
Yes yes i've always loved Hawaii and i still love it now! American Idol is really funny. Simon is as rude still. But i still love him haha.. Paula dressed gorgeously todae. whoa. But before she came the 2 guys were like so anti-guys. yeah. all the auditionists who are goin to hollywood were mostly girls.. wassup with em man.. lols..
but nonetheless,, i love hawaii!!!!
posted by spontaneous @ 11:57 p.m. on Thursday, January 29, 2004
i love guitars and drums
Love
And so, Yilin left. I'll realli miss her. She'll only be back in DEc. thankfully the O's will be over.. sigh.. i'll miss her loads...
American Idol 3 is crazy. Simon cowell still sucks :) well all 3 are really so insulting. I mean. Some participants can really sing well.. they got kicked out of the audition just cuz of the 3's high expectations. like what? as if u can get any better.. it's about talent.. personal talent.. their own style of presenting their vocals.. aye, what's the 3 brains coming to man. but nonetheless, i love the judges for their crudeness and bravery in the sense of their straightforward insulting. hahaha they're so braindefunct xp
sch's ok. homeworks loading up on my table. sigh..
Lavender and i haf come to a conclusion that friends are realli difficult. some realli haf serious attitude prob. but we guess the verdict will be that the bad ones will suffer the most in the end.. which happened to some biatch now. left with her only love and no other friends arnd who stands by her. Rachel sucks.
awrite.. i gtg now.. tar!
posted by spontaneous @ 04:09 p.m. on Thursday, January 29, 2004
Hihi! the Queen is here to blog agn. Maria[ying] has just left my home, happily with the angbao, and of cos loads of sweet memories from the day with Graciella[grace] and Sumiwako[me]. heehee
Everybody follow me!
I say IJ you say YO!
IJ YO! IJ YO!
I say IJ you say Rock!
IJ Rock! IJ Rock!
I say IJ you say Chio!
IJ Chio! IJ Chio!
I say IJ you say Zai!
IJ Zai! IJ Zai!
Whoa!!!!
SJC is the absolute :) assembly today was super duper enjoying. One of the happiest days of my life in st. joseph's. hmmm. except the time when Ms Low scolded us.. fuck. what a fuckbitch.
i hate Ms low to the deep core. She's just one hell of a devilic witchy bitch. good thing she won't be teaching me anymore. i swear i'll insult her one day after graduation. For god sake. Her stupid snide remarks and straightforward unethical rantings. can't stand her. she tripped today. but didnt fall at all. God, i pray that she will fall to her arse one day and i promise this would be so bizarre for most of us. Please! God! Make this dream come true or she'll really grill me to death one fine day. urgh!
cudn't burn grace's cd today.. hmmm.. sorry love!
yingjie and i are excited about valentine's day oredi. another day to be broken for buying gifts.. haha.. we're even making plans. what to wear, where to go, where to dine everything! haha..
yeah! i got Ms Ong for Amath lessons for beyond! From the cow dung to the toads! Cheers peeple!!
Yi lin's leaving tmr oredi.. sigh.. miss miss**
ok.. gtg.. homework is calling me.. my hand has the urge to write.. my brain has the urge to explode, but my eyes just cant load. i'm falling asleep.. bah~! wake me up inside!!
posted by spontaneous @ 07:02 p.m. on Tuesday, January 27, 2004
wo lai ye
grace juz left. leaving ying and me behind.
was raining cows n buffaloes juz now. got all drenched. cold :s kind hearted drey lent us her shorts (: and i simply love her boardshort which her aunt bought it for her in aus!!! btw, yingjie is typing all this (:
cooked instant nu*dles n hashbrowns. our gang's fav. silly grace left everything behind in the hse (",) am waiting for her parents so that i'll recieve angbao :D
crunching on Ferrero Rocher now. jealous eh? hahahaha... creepy, toking bout ghost rite now. booh! well, think i shall stop here yea.
ying + drey
posted by spontaneous @ 05:38 p.m. on Tuesday, January 27, 2004
simple agn todae..
sch was ok.. khoo ps didnt come. had fun without her :p chinese test was horrid.. the zao ju was like.. urrr omigawd.. i guess i got 0 outof 15.. gee..
mrs soh treated us to love letters :)
receiving two awards tmr. public speaking one for council and the other one is for secretary of choir :)
mel and waimun and jasmine came over to bai nian :D
sad.. angel and keiran migrated.. next is yilin.. what's so faulty about singapore guys?!
yeah! he talked to me! heehee..
gone for now.. grace is online.. finally.. hoho.. bye!
posted by spontaneous @ 10:05 p.m. on Monday, January 26, 2004
Lunar 4
i haf practically no more happy mood to jot down every single thing i do in detail.. so here it goes, short in all
-towning with the maids. flor rach ying
-dinner at ah ma's. 5th grand aunt and all came over.
and now, i just cunt stop thinking much. and i just cunt say i dont give a fuckcare about everything in my life. gawd. i still haf to study chi. whole of 4A. triplefuckin.
gone.
posted by spontaneous @ 10:46 p.m. on Sunday, January 25, 2004
Had a great day of the third lunar :) went towning with florence. plentaaay fun. went to buy presents.. then walked arnd.. saw ailing at TOPSHOP? she's workin there.. what a babe +) did hmwk at National Library. Then chewed on donno how many 21903124987 thousands of bubble gums. wahahha.. then we strolled carefully down to far east.. it's raining chickens and kukukens.. whole day! how i wished those were money.. :P kidding.. took neos! with florence, i always haf fun during neos.. -loud luffs- the pictures turned out great! haha..
met cheryl, coreen and bel.. walked arnd.. then some really really kind couple returned my purse to mi.. thankew ah! haha.. so sweet.. hmmm... apphia didnt work at her shop todae.. cudn't find her.. think she's workin at BK instead... then saw flor's cousin.. she made a tattoo.. beautiful.. haha then she was like so fraid dat flor will tell her parents.. kekes..
came back home.. then we tour-guided aunty ya li and family arnd singapore.. hmmm... clarke quay, esplanade, westin.. then i went to the ladies and saw this written on the toilet door.. "How many people must die before they give up greed? Do you cry for the blood lost? I do." ....It ain't freaky... i suspect some1 even committed suicide in the cubicle itself.. but.. it's somehow true right? hmmmm--
had dinner at Green's.. wah liao... i cunt haf my dinner beautifully cos the drummer in the lion dance is like.. whoa just behind me.. watch out dude.. haha.. but it was rather fortunate to have a lion dance troupe preforming while eating? haha.. then the auntie told us that someone struck 4D after buying some numbers.. wooo..
tired.. and feeling so restless.. some kinda feeling so lonely.. cos everytime, k wud say hi.. and then a bye.. just in a short sweet time of less than 15 mins.. ouch*
posted by spontaneous @ 10:59 p.m. on Saturday, January 24, 2004
"Hold on............ If You Feel Like Letting Go...."
ello everyone! How's collecting angbaos going on? Collected loads? haha.. juz got bac from malacca last nite.. it was a great trip. We swam, shopped and shopped, walked arnd and of cos ate and ate.. i've gained weight oredi :) good.
bought loads of gums leh.. pple don steal ah!
had a dream on the second day. dreamt that a snake's in mama hse. then there was arseria, me and jie. so i used smthg to chop on the snake. yucks. then jie and i locked the bedroom door, leaving the maid outside.. i think the maid's got the poison, then she was like so angry with us, and she tried to break open the door. the snake too! yewww.. but anyhows, dreams don't come true. i mean they seldom.. so yeah.. but all of a sudden, my heart's like telling me that in reality, my maid wudn't leave us behind.. so that's bout it..
the bell boys of our hotel. wahahha.. we're like giving them angbaos and tips over the 3 days.. and they chopped 2 car spaces for us.. lols.. but they're bery friendly la!
wow and our hotel's like.. cool.. it's called Golden Legacy... Go to this hotel if you wanna visit malacca man.. it's a good one.
the sports shop has a wider variety of clothes than singapore.. cool.. find the never-founds in malacca..
Aunty ya li is in singapore oredi... good :)
jie's having her SAT test now... hope she gets into the U?
ok i gtg now... wil be meeting florence dear soon.. towning with her.. and hmwking too.. lols.. bye and happy new year!!
posted by spontaneous @ 10:13 a.m. on Saturday, January 24, 2004
Something very "bizarre"
Bizarre, It's so interesting. To have assholes posing as me to go bitch up to my dear friends. What a shame on themselves i must say. Lol take a friggin look at this..
kutu: I m leaving for Paris tml nite!!! Cya guys n GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!
lmao. how lame? bcos, cheryl kutu yeo, my buddy, told me tat she didnt go to Paris! hoho.
And take a look at this.. it's even more bizarre man..
drey: bad news.. i haf become pregnant with a chicken... think shld look for some cows 2 feed my body with AIDS!!!!
this is extracted from julia's blog. how cool. the first foremost fact is that i will never haf premarital sex. Sluts do :) but i don't for sure. and i don't love cows. and i've no AIDS. So wassup with this impostor. I think this dumb piece of shit is predestined to be contracted HIV in the future. So this faker is jealous i don't haf huh? awwww- so sad.. for publishing abt yourself having sex on the net, shame on you. -throw many stones-
Ahhh.. i feel so much better after blogging.. See, that's why i tell you that i don't give a bigg damn about nutshitters. Cause i've got my way on looking at the bright side. afterall, i've been named by many that i'm sucha bagus at getting back at pple. so there's nothing i'm afraid about eh. Come and bring me down. Like i give a dickdamn.
Finally, to end with nice words, have a happy week ahead :)
posted by spontaneous @ 09:32 p.m. on Tuesday, January 20, 2004
Xing Nian Happy!
AWrite man it's the time of the yr again, where we pple wear red like ang baos and eat junkies till our throats go sore. bad news. audrey chen cunt consume junkiez no more coz she's got an ulcer on her tongue.. awwaww.. i'll be leaving for malacca tmr. ok it's like practically smth my whole family does every yr. koo has booked a 5 star hotel there.. lucky it's not mahkota.. the facilities are lousy. not even a gym is there! urgh.. shall not complain much la huh.. shall sae some ji li chinese idioms.. like.. nian nian you yu! haha.. den i'll be back on friday.. so it simply means tat i wont haf to go for the CNY concert tmr.. yeahs!
went to bugis with grace todae. laughed like mad chickens. WAlked along bugis street but the girl didnt get anything. Saw Sharmin and Samuel.. again.. haha.. then alot others were there too.. hmmmm--
my legs cunt move anymore and my shoulders are aching from the almost 5 hours carrying of my heavy bag. how tough.. haha.. and to think that Donald Wan made us do tremendous exercises today.. whoa.. i'm gonna join body-building in no time dudes.. haha.. But the horrifying thing is tat Ms Sek would be taking over us next week! ahhh!!
awrite.. think it's enough for now.. here i wish everyone A Happy and Prosperous New Year! Xue Ye Jing Bu! SHen Ti Jian Kang! Gong Xi Fa Cai! Hong Bao Na Lai!!!!
posted by spontaneous @ 07:25 p.m. on Tuesday, January 20, 2004
I'm dead beat. Forgive me for showing ignorence to some of you. shall sum up my words now..
Sch's great! Channel News Asia came today. AGAIN. hahs our sch's been receiving many reporters lately. I wonder what kinda pill Mrs Dolly gave em. lols. Btw, Our class's in it! go check us out man we rawk!! :X Oh but anyway we're gonna have A Brand new Geography teacher after CNY! that's way hell lot of happiness for songzi and i. Hah! We pray that fucking bitch floats to hell man. WE can tolerate her no more! and ta dah! We've been blessed by God :) -hugs hugs to songzi-
It was raining Cows and Chickens this noon. :( got drenched all over. WAlked home with Flor. Then i took a 3 mins bath(how fast?!) and zoom! outta hse we went. We were late in meeting Yew wei what. haha. Then My jeans like.. so contrasting eh. The bottom part's dark blue cos of the rain h20. dumbklutzer. ah fine whatever, God turned his back on me on this point of time.. haha!
and then we met marianne and her sistur melissa in the train.. asked em 2 join us. so we met yew wei sistur* at crepes n cream. my Gortz his hair's so eeeeeking short.. like sumwhat a NS boy. haha.. but nonetheless, caught up much with this sistur*. lols.. had fun in the crepes shop too! hah!
i don wanna mention much, but during our neos session we were so screwed on our reputation. shadn't elaborate la huh.. haha.. but anyhows, the pictures were beautiful :)
so basically, today's outing's all abt finding clothes for sistur*, and to take neos(cos i havent taken for moooonss) and to eat out.. cool day. and cold day. So we roamed the mall and finally got to flash n splash. Chose a stussy one for him but it was like.. too whitey. so in the end, we nodded our heads to a brown Quiksilver one.. Nice! puurrfect! ok so that's about it..
went home.. the rest of em went to hougang mall to grab some sales thingy.. aunties.. what can i say? :X
i gtg! dinner! bye!
posted by spontaneous @ 07:30 p.m. on Monday, January 19, 2004
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies
[chorus]
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain woe
Can show through
[chorus]
Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4]
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies
[chorus]
No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
I love this song. The lyrics are meaningful aint it? I think someone needs to do some soul searching while browsing thru these words.. I shadn't announce the name and let it stay anonymous as long as she doesn't insult my Dear. enough said. I hope you'll change. The unethical side of yours turns me off. Bye bitch.
posted by spontaneous @ 06:42 p.m. on Sunday, January 18, 2004
This Sunday of My Life..
Cunt get tat song outta muh head.. haha.. have been doing homeworks and studying.. can't wait for tmr where florence and i will join yewwei sistur* in his Search for CNY clothes.. We'll be his stylist.. lols..
I'm mad.. grooving for songs the whole day.. can't just stop the music even when i'm studying.. Somebodae stop mae!!!
Daddy, Godma and tgt with kookoo went to look out for Hyundai.. hehe new car's coming our way!!
awrite.. gonna go study bio in a few minutes time or so i guess.. tartar!!
posted by spontaneous @ 06:25 p.m. on Sunday, January 18, 2004
"No One Know what it's Like, to feeL thesE feeLings, LikE i Do, And I BlaMe You~"
Yesterday's course was rather boring, except the jazz dance.. we're all groovin to Holly Valence's Kiss Kiss.. lol the dance instructor's a bery fun guy eh.. all his sissy actions caused us to luff our lungs out.. hahaha.. then there was his grp mates spreaded arnd the hall and on our side was a guy, who zao geng.. whahah.. but his briefs are quite nice leh.. :x Then Miss Suzanne Zheng was the speaker. She taught us many many things like manners, etiquette, attitude, postures, make-up like how to take good care of your face and etc. I'm still considering whether to purchase her book of 12 bucks. If not, i'll then buy it at kino for like 16 bucks.. hmmmm--
went town with jiaxin yest.. spozed to buy presents for some pple.. but didnt in the end.. no mood to tho.. saw ben.. ahhhh!!! ok whatever... like i care now right.. so jiaxin and i had pasta mania.. yums.. then nadia and gang met up with her after tat.. sianz.. donch noe wer to go but fortunately, there's this girl partner that happened in my life, and she saved my dumb and boring day.. haha.. IVY dear! met up with her, cheryl and cheryl's boyfriend at taka.. what a sweet sweet couple.. then went to find charlene at miss selfridge.. good job.. she's slimmed down oredi.. hmmm hmmm..
lazed arnd till we met up with char again for her lunch break.. at 4.30? yes late i know.. cos she starts work at 2.. then after that we stayed in the toilet for like almost a goddamn hour cos ivy had her make up session.. haha.. she looks gorgeous.. with her office cloth and all.. and she cut her hair again! this time is better.. styling is easier.. prettae prettae!
and then after that, i took a moon-distance train to tampines to meet jie and godma.. whoosh.. long! but anyway, had dinner at genki sushi.. this time, i wasnt so exaggerating as to finish 70 plates by cheryl and gang. as told by ivy.. omigawd can you imagine a grp of like 5 peeple draining 70 plates of sushi? siaochabos! and the other day ivy yj grace and song had 40 plates.. awritey i better stop talking about food now la huh.. hehe.. after dinner we popped up to the theatres to watch 'Cheaper by the Dozen'.. a very very heart-warming show.. awww.. the family of 14 is so so sugar sugar.. Wonderful show :)
And then today, went to rachel's place to swim again.. it's like we're having a chalet every weekends.. lols.. or rather our second home.. haha.. today there were weiling, sam tan, ying, flor, jiaxin, mel, rach and myself.. surprisingly rach's mom came home today :S
As usual, we ordered pizza again.. eat eat and eat till we're so damn full.. den swam swam and swam till we're like nuts.. haha..
while getting back home, mel's taking another bus ride to her aunt's place and we're taking the train.. so it's like we usually give each girl our hugs right, then she hide me soooooo tight that i lost balance and i just fell flat on my back with melissa chow's full body weight on me -_- hurhurhur.. and you know i brought an egg to rach's hse cos i thot they wanted to cook.. haha.. but we didnt use the egg and of cos the egg's in my bag and then but of cos it cracked!~!!!! wahahahaha.. what a funny joke.. then the yolk smudged my stuffs.. hrrrr...
went to hougang mall with flor and ying. i think we're all SASA-crazy girls.. haha.. the 2 of em bought nail polishes. and flor and i bought pearly soyamilk! i love it! yums... after which dad came to pick me up...
so now i'm home and i've not done my stupid homeworks... many...
awritey.. i go now.. till then..
posted by spontaneous @ 08:37 p.m. on Saturday, January 17, 2004
i love schlin'...
Sch's gr8! Went to URA building yest.. The models of buildings are really really amazing.. You can see takashimaya, everywhere in singapore.. well not exactly la but rather most of singapore.. we kept searching for sjc but just cudn't find it.. damn ms low says tat we cud tho.. -shrugs-
before tat we had a career talk in sch.. mind me, i thot we were going for some exhibition or smthg haha.. but anyways, it's a rather good course, where they teaches us how to prepare for an interview.. hmmm. Coach Alice's a good presenter i must sae..
And we went for the Body Worlds exhibition today! it was rather boring actually.. It was gruesome.. haha.. but ivy and i just cant keep our fingers to ourselves.. heh.. kept touching the models.. it's hard.. and well, not tat smelly tho.. unless you lean closer to smell la! but it's like plasticine smell.. hmmm.. interesting yeah.. very. didnt get to see the pregnant lady with the foetus wan. missed it.. hrrr.. songzi said it was really really saddening.. but i saw the 8 months 2 inch like foetus in the container.. urgh.. i felt so sorry for the baby.. sobz... then we saw some lungs of the adults' body, covered with tar and totally black.. yucks.. smoking sucks.. how many times must i say it man.. i wonder if the smokers who saw tat wud realise tat their lungs is just so similar to the dead wan... yeeks..
went to study with jiaxin at green's bubble tea hut today.. hmmm.. we kept luffing like mad cows.. lols.. then we drew some stuffs and stuck it at the tag board.. hurhur it's like 5 pieces of sjcian productions on it.. hoohoo...
A conversation with the characters D for drey and Eric
D: so how's life?
R i C: its been alright...
R i C: have been "whining" to mel for the past two days..having mood swings as if i got pms or something
R i C: lol
D: haha... icic
D: wad's wrong?
R i C: hmm juz not in a verygood moods
D: hmmm... icic...
D: brodur brodur
D: anything just say out la k
D: :)
D: these few days
D: i've received insults that i totally disagree with myself
D: untrue verdicts of me
D: and i'm glad
D: tat i managed to totally ignore them
D: :)
D: you know
D: usually when pple criticise me or what
D: i'll just smash the person right in front of his or her face
D: nowadays i'm like heck.. hahah
R i C: lol
R i C: tats good den goo anger management...
-END-
I don't usually believe in horoscopes myself till today, i read from jx's teenage mag.. it says.. "In school, dismissed unconstructive criticisms from narrow-minded classmates. You deserve everything you got." It's so true to me.. This ain't part of my sensitive side. But something that most pple cant tolerate i guess. Imagine pple criticising you and all tat. Do you like it?
Nuthing's boiling in me. Then what's eating you Audrey? I've not given any thought about it and i'm not gonna bother. I hope.
Hmmm. tmr's the grooming thing oredi! we all should noe wad to wear by now oredi right ladies? heez... okays.. gtg.. bye!
posted by spontaneous @ 07:34 p.m. on Thursday, January 15, 2004
you'rerottenunwanteddespisedlookeddownbashedupstuckupandhatedbyME+
Hello there! How's life? Great? Well well, i love sch these days. n i hope i'll love it for da rest of the many years to come man. lols.
Had pe lessons with Donald Wan 2dae agn. Not bad Not Bad! i enjoy his physical activities! we ran about 10 rounds arnd the carpark today. stretched our muscles to da very very far extend. which is good. i mean. i luv working out alot. but excluding the thousand drips of sweat ok. so yingjie, grace and i have decided to bath in sch on the next pe lesson. :) hehs.
i'm bery glad. tat i've taken the initiative to do up my hmwks and concentrate during lessons. i've learnt to study hard recently. thumbs up! and the most extroadinary thing tat you hear from me is to say tat i actually LOVE STUDYING! haha yeah. hmmm. hope i'll keep tat in mind at all times.
OR... You can agree tat i love school becos for the next 3 days, i'm not gonna haf lessons in sch! wee! hahaha jealous you non-sjcians? yeah. the sec ones twos and threes are having their camps.. then for the sec fours and fives, we're going for the career exhibition tmr, the Body World on thursday, and we have our grooming course in sch on Friday! It's to prepare us for our nearby-yet-to-come job interview.. and i cunt wait for the grooming thingy to start! altho it may sound so painful, having someone to teach ewe how ta walk properly and stuffs. but i think i'm gonna enjoy it! good thing Mrs Chan allowed us to wear our office suits to sch. Great! Ivy and i was so excited about it. we planned what to wear and stuffs. we're even gonna help each other style up our hair! lols.. i wonder what kinda hell-unheaven hairdo' will tis partner of mine decides to put on me man.. sheesh..
And i've been appointed a mentee recently! She's Xiangli! hmmm.. Rather funny girl i must say.. And i made a card for her too! with two lollipops neatly stuck to it.. heez hopes she appreciates it wor...
Godma's back! i really miss her lyk crazy man.. like what? she's been gone for half a mth?!? haha.. but nonetheless i still tink tat our homeland is still much better than a foreign land eh? hmm.. she bought loads of stuffs for us! shades, roxy shorts, accessories, 2 nike caps.. and there's a Australian surf brand called Mango i think.. yeah and she bought 3 Mango shorts, a brown wrap pants which i really really love, 2 billabong shorts, and 2 micro mini towel cloth shorts.. and a billabong visor... wee!!
Went to ttsh to accompany grandma for her regular check up.. Had my late lunch there.. ate a hot dog roll, chicken pie, egg&cheese sandwich, drank snapple and wantan at Polar.. urgh.. i noe i'm a pig la haha..
And then from afar, i saw one big guy, that looked like alex, accompanied by a lady in cheongsum.. then when they walked closer, shucks.. it was him.. i mean.. if he called out my name i'll be in doom right.. my family is boys strictly-no kind.. hahha.. then jie pushed me to go 7-11 to buy stuffs.. then saw him agn -_- whatever. and he's just right in front of me.. oh oh whatever la..
I'm so excited about this friday.. It's some kinda like a office-prom kinda thingy.. chosen my top and skirt oredi.. nice! and my sis's wardrobe's like.. arrrhhh... half of it is occupied by office clothings kinda thing.. so i'm so frustrated cos i've got too many to choose from that i donch noe which one to wear.. lols.. in the end i chose a greyish buttoned top and a black skirt.. nice! with a p.authentic bag which i thot tat it'd go well with the clothings... hmmm.. lets see how it goes on friday ba!
awrite i'm so excited and happy cos we've got no lessons! ahha.. kk tartar!! till then then then...
posted by spontaneous @ 10:27 p.m. on Tuesday, January 13, 2004
ATTENTION!
I've added another album up.. yesterday's BBQ session..
and in case you peeps still haven't been noticed, i've done up another blog le.. it's the "WrapUp'03" under the linkins.. go view!!
posted by spontaneous @ 04:41 p.m. on Sunday, January 11, 2004
Yesterday was hella fun. We went to get the BBQ stuffs in the morning then headed to RAch's for swimming. Amanda and i was chatting our way thru marinating the pok-pok-ke.. hmmm.. kinda like this kindof conversation. then i went down to swim for a few rounds and i must say huge lovey lovey to florence! haha finally i can swim the froggie-style.. erm.. appropriately.. wahahas.. thanks ah girl! and nicolena joined us too.. hee.
after which we were real damn late,,(we're spozed to meet the gang abt 4.30 but we only left RAch's place at 5!) we took a cab down to PSR. and that yingjie ah.. left her foney in rach's place still! haha.. -piak backside- so she rushed back to get it but the cab is here oredi! so only jiaxin, amanda and i carried the whole lot of stuffs to the pit.. luckily we met another sjcian.. kinda sweet eh.. she and her guyfriend helped us carry the stuffs cos their pit is 13 and ours 14! haha.. oh and we kinda fought with the pit 15 guys. damn them. they borrowed our can opener. so yen and amanda asked if they cud help us set up the fire. how irritating were they to say, "wah lao 20 over st nicks girls donno how to set up fire ah".. oh yeah.. st nicks wad rite? hahah.. but we're SJCians dudes... lol this is damn hilarious and dumb of them.. cant differentiate our blue badge to St nicks' white one.. poor thing wor.. hiak hiak hiak..
and that poor jiaxin.. she's so damn cute! haha.. she managed to help us build the fire and stuff. and her whole face is black! haaha.. and she kept us laughing hard like mad chickens.. really love being with her +)... so in the end, we had a pathetic small fire only.. wahhahs.. we got help from pple of pit 13, which one of our girls were there.. and they're very nice ok! and i kinda think that malay guys are very helpful eh? hmmm.. nice pple.. and they even climbed up to the coconut trees to get coconut?!?! haha.. they came to get knives from us but we didnt have.. and we joked tat we'll help dem crack open the coconut by throwin it on the floor, if they give us the coconut after tat.. wahahha.. but true enough! they're so sweet to bring us the coconut u know! :) nice nice
and we all had a great time barbequing the food.. i muz say tat yingjie is a great bak tou barbequing chef.. and i'm the chicken chef.. lols..tho some food were chao ta.. but it was fun!! hmmm.. spent some time with the seniors too.. got to know alot more abt dem.. good...
oh and did i tell u tat my shorts were 'marinated' too?!?! yea the marinating sauce spilled onto my shorts lo. -bish- hah so damn kuku! so paiseh! somemore so many pple saw! ah! haha. luckily i brought xtra clothes along.
we gave the seniors a rose each, a very very very perfectly done candle and a small little mini card. sweet? nice? hmmm.. i hope so haha
sigh* my dad came to fetch mi after everything. i mean. i appreciate my daddy's kindness. but i don like it when he comes without my notice. he always wanna check on mi, see if any guys were dere. hrrr!
so daddy fetch jiaxin, yingjie and a sec 2/3 girl whom i dono! haha yes i donch noe her name! ah! hahah. before we went, the malay guys came to ask if we have extra stuffs like charcoal or wad.. haha we gave them the charcoal lo. and the margerine too earlier. haha..
everything was fun.. and moving on smoothly.. much as i expected it to be. Thank God :)
posted by spontaneous @ 11:55 a.m. on Sunday, January 11, 2004
tHis Day oF mY LifE...
Dear Diary,
Plenntaaayyy happy greetings from me. +) life is good. I'm so glad tat at least i have a happie day after a sad one. -super sigh- so problematic. Friends, studies, family and ahem* love. Ladies, you know who i'm talking about. hmmm.. -ponders- but anyway, massive thanks to melissa, mypuipuisweetylovelyalwayscaringformedarling :) hmmm.. you're truely a great fren who stands by me. and to amanda too. love love =D
Dear humans, life's like that. this three words. i take it seriously. as told by one of the guards, during my crazy queuing in 2 years back, just to get upclose with F4. hah. What a teenhood eh? Yeah, we grumbled that it isn't Fair to put us right at the back, after queuing for 12 hrs. So you see pple, whatever nasty things are gonna get into your way, you cunt rili do anything to make it YoUr way right? so what's the point of scolding cursing? It ain't gonna work. Life'S Like That. Take It or Leave it.
In these 15 yrs of my life, i can sae that i've had enough awrite. Some of you may hate me. Diss me. Or worse still, pass on nasty stuffs about me. what's wrong? I may have done sth wrong or whatsoever. but u dun have to go to the extend of talking behind my back right? all i can say is this. i do my thing and you do your thing. that's all that i can be bothered about.
Even some of you despise me? oh whatever. You call me stupid? sounds like you, rather. To me, i am never silly or dumb. That's the opinion of yours to describe me like that. But i'm telling you, i dun give a dickdamn yeah?
"Friends are a vital source of Companionship in our lives." What? Am i gonna change this point of view from yesterday's compo? Some friends don't even respect you. What..? Still a "Vital Source?" No. I don't think so. It's sad. To know that some of your friends, chose rather not to bother about you, and stick to the other more sophisticated pple, with a better knowledge and somehow, rather with bad attitude, which you do not know at all. I'm sorry to say this, but i think you dun deserve any respect from the others instead.
Fortunately, i have friends, whom are more understanding and has shown me the way to the good side. Mel, think tat wad u was right. i shouldn't haf too high expectations on her. and we both shouldn't be too sensitive. Thanks. But i think, this year i've rather changed? yeah. i'm trying hard not to trouble pple tat often la. so as to avoid quarell. PeaCe, is what i need.
To my dear friend, Don't be troubled. Not all friends are as despicable and unknowledgable as your others. I know it's hard being in your class, with a few best friends that despise you. So what? you dun have to stress yourself on them. Like what...? You visit the goddamn sch for studies or for stupid nonsensical garbage? It's O'levels time oredi. Please... concentration is what you need. Work Hard. And after you've realised you reaped what you sown, isn't that as marvellous as getting back at your damnass mates? i think it's true, what He* had said. :)
I'm still grateful i have full of supportive frens arnd eh? thanks to all. you pple made my day happy.. tmr is our CHoir's bbq oredi! haha.. And swimming at RAch's house too.. hmmm.. i shall end here.. bye!
posted by spontaneous @ 05:46 p.m. on Friday, January 9, 2004
I'm so so proud of Mr Teoh's site.. check this out..
click
i mean.. He did this purely for us? How kewl and fortunate to have a teacher like him? i'm honoured :)
And i'm so so glad.. that mummy respected my decision to drop Pure Biology. I rili have to thank her! I thot she will be like.. knocking back at me or what.. but she didn't! falalala so happie!! :D
i will not be blogging so often yeah.. perhaps like never gonna to anymore.. so yeah.. till then then then.. bye and take plenttay care +)
posted by spontaneous @ 10:30 p.m. on Thursday, January 8, 2004
Oh what a beautiful Jasmine flow'r!!!!!
Haha we had so much fun during choir today. singing our new CNY song which is so damn hilarious. Partly bcos my beloved jiaxin taught me to sing it before with a funnay dumb action.. wahahhas! but before the thrill of singing this song, yingjie and i were snoozing in the chapel :p
So the Farewell party's on this saturday! wee! gonna book the bbq pit tmr with amanda and jiaxin. I enjoy Barbequeing :D and i love chicken :D
sch's boring.. as usual.. no fun at all :(
godma just msged me! miss her! she shall be back from aus next mon.. cant wait!!!
yeah.. and all my buds are talking about their chinese new year clothes and all. and i don't seem to give much comment too.. no idea why.. i think i'm half-way out of the shopping thingy.. i'm now really focusing on saving my money and using my own hard saved cash to get what i want. and i've told my dad that maybe i wont be using my phone as often. don't really wanna use his money anymore, except the monthly allowance he gives me.
sigh i know this is like sucha weirdo audrey. i've got no idea man. and i find that Mabel's sucha nice girl. i mean.. i found out this good part of her long ago. but maybe i should start to cherish our friendship even more? yeah.. i love her! she's like another Goddess to me. :)
posted by spontaneous @ 09:33 p.m. on Monday, January 5, 2004
3rd jan-
went to rachel's place to swim after sch. swam over 20 rounds. lol. ordered pizze over too. then i had tummy ache. urgh. but i swear, rach's hse is million times more fun than sentosa :) and her neighbour kirsten is so cute! though she kept pestering us to play our hairs. haha and she's a model! whoa.
was sick. period's here. flu and cough seriously. panadol's my saviour. grandma, koo and sis is at home now. they came over for lunch. dad is teaching sis the electric now. noisy -shuts ear- haha.
awrite. here i go bye
posted by spontaneous @ 03:47 p.m. on Sunday, January 4, 2004
/soulful/
all we did in sch today was slacking. nth else. and finally my missing everybody's feeling is gone. hah. and thanx to songsong and mabel! they didnt forget my christmas present. hehs. songzi bought me swiss chocolates. a total of 24 cuboids? then mabel made a really nice 'card' with our chijmes picture on it. sweet! and oh she gave me a rather cute photo frame too! loveewepeople!
waimun and ber rebonded their hairs! they look good! aha. but i don really fancy rebonding cos it's really damaging to the hair. urgh. high voltage electric steaming. hahaz.
and my dearest yingjie bought the ripcurl bag! it's so damn nice! haha but of course.. both of us have good tastes hehs.. and grace too! i like her neeko bag+)
today's assembly was horrendous.. we were singing the hymns for the First Mass of The Year on Monday. haha. quite good not bad but some others were damn annoying..
had lunch in sch with ivy, ying, grace, waimunny and mel.. after which the rest left for town, leaving me and grace alone.. haha. i didnt bring my goddamn hp tho. that's why i cant get to anywhere. sigh. so ah lam went home, then i saw jiaxin and the gang outside sch. haha funny girl, pimples have found their way thru her pores and all she does is cover her mouth.. wahahas she's damn funnay.. but anyway, this girl asked me to go join them for lunch or sumthing. and lucky it's near grandma's hse so i can just take a quick bus ride.
so there were jiaxin, chao kin, isa, amelia, amelia's sis@angelia@angelina NO and minqi was there.. lols. i'll explain why amelia's sis has so many nicks later on. hehs. chao kin's boyfriend came to join us soon after. following after is chao kin's sis's bf. cute small lil boy.. hahs..
ok lemme tell you the story of the poor angelia's name. hah. cos amelia is confusing jiaxin with her sis's name. angelia. so jiaxin said 'angelia' with a lil bit of a tongue twister. then amelia thot she pronounced her sis's name wrongly as angelina. so melia told jiaxin, "no". then jiaxin said.. "angelia rite?" but the deaf amelia heard it as "angelina rite?" haha so she said, "angelina? no!" so.. the verdict of angelia's name is... angelina no! ok i noe it's rather lame but it's damn funnay just now! haha.
awrite.. and i'm damn pushed off by an qi.. don ask me why but.. i just cant stand her.. girl, you suck :)
posted by spontaneous @ 08:01 p.m. on Friday, January 2, 2004
ScH Blues...
school is starting in about 8 hrs time. shucks. i hate it. i have a phobia of going back. haha. and you knoe what? we cant bring our mobiles to sch anymore. cos some freakin assholes cheated during the exams with the help of the innocent handphone. fuck.
i'm doing late-coming tomorrow. AGAIN. haha. so tired of it oredi. we've got to reach sch by 6.55.. ah!
Sangeetha's not doing the amath hmwk. so i guess i shall leave it aside too +)
i'm packing my bag.. hmmm. don't tink we nid to bring ne books. just report book, amath ass, pencil case and my specs :) oh and pads too.. just in case.. :P
awrite i gtg now.. watch Dr Dolittle.. hehs.. tar!
PS. i'm now doing up another blog. to wrap up 2003. so yeah. it'll be up soon! tar!
posted by spontaneous @ 09:47 p.m. on Thursday, January 1, 2004
CoNtiNuatIoN -
haha yes. I think i haven blogged enough for yesterday. Looking back, one yr ago on the 31st dec of 2002, a grp of us were at my house's nearby basketball court, at 1am, bouncing evadne's volleyball. being a annoyance to the neighbourhood blocks surrounding us, one of the residents called up the police. And bad enough, Somebody even threw a water bomb down :) that's how kerazee it is. It's the most memorable new year man.
And yesterday we went to esplanade actually :). my sister was there watching the NUS jazz players! ahhh! i have to be extremely careful cos if she sees me with guys, i'm done. haha. And we had to walk a long way to meet up with the rest. My leg muscles are aching! hehs. but anyway, it was really fun la.. and we lost carol and weijian during the walk. hehes. And of course, they're just a one of a kind couple. They're everything to each other. And i frankly think that they wud be going strong in the many many zillion days of their lives. iloveewetwomushymushygundudaddykukumummy tonnes and tonnes!
ok i cant think of anymore stuffs to write oredi. but all i have to say is that i've enjoyed myself tremendously. i feel alot of "confidence" spinning in me when i think of 2oo4. i hope this year wud be a good one for all of us. so tartar! see ya!
posted by spontaneous @ 11:18 a.m. on Thursday, January 1, 2004
happy 2oo4!!!!
haha yes. time passes so fast and now we're in a new year oredi. went for countdown with the gang.. there're mel, ying, phia, elvin, eric, alwin, clar, wilson, jamie, xiang, leon, cassian, carol, weijian and me! whoa when the fireworks came on, ying and i were like stunned.. just starring blankly at the sky.. it was the most touching moment. i love it. it lasted for almost 10 mins only. but it was really gorgeous. nearly teared. but no haha..
bought 4 bottles of alcohols and passed arnd.. now my stomach still has the burning sensation! ahhh! and that damned elvin threw away the Long Island wan.. -bish-! but anyway, really had fun.. +)
mel and i was like so damn high and we were singing memory.. just the first two lines.. "Memory all alone in the moonlight.. lalala~~" haha that's all we know.. shall go find my choir file for the lyrics.. haha..
and guess what.. we were so nutty at the mrt station.. we ran all the way down from the escalator but it's only like 9 mins left that the train wud arrive.. so kuku! haha.. and malu! hahaha! but well well.. we're crazi.. hehs
i really enjoyed myself alot with the pple.. love ewe guys! rock orn! we shall rock on the 31st dec of 2oo4 too yeah? lols.. love ewe pple!!!
posted by spontaneous @ 02:26 a.m. on Thursday, January 1, 2004
mErRy nEw YeaR's Eve kiDs!
lolz.. i'm now at grandma's place. plain boredom yeah. Sistur went out for movies with her whole gang. While koo went for lunch with her boss.. *ahem* i wonder if she's having some connection with him.. hehehes.. but anyway, i'm using her laptop now. goddamn it's seriously too slow for me to work on.. ahh grrr!
mel just called and informed me that there's a countdown at cine. well i guess our gang will go there then.. if not we shall get to downtown east? hehs.. it'll be fun i guess. my first countdown ya. massive thanks to my daddy who allowed me to chill out for this partayyy.. wee!! iloveewe daddy!
and i just painted my nails. for the past 1 hr! cos i cant make up my mind which colour i want. so in the end it's the same old red and black.. hahaz. perfect ten's having the 100 songs countdown. coolly songs!
haiz.. so bored! i'm only meeting the gang in the evening.. sigh. i wish for some swim swim now.. or some cycling will do. but i cant! ahh..
awrite i shall get off now..tartar!
posted by spontaneous @ 04:04 a.m. on Wednesday, December 31, 2003
-Look of 2oo4-
I'm just so proud of myself! i estimated that i wud finish doin up this blog till 2am. ta-dah! i succeeded! phew. lots of hardwork yeah. and to think i accidentally screwed up my previous blog! urgh. to view the old wan, go to the '2oo3' link under archives aight? +) and i'm truly loving my new diary :D
ok so it's set girlfriends! tomorrow we shall rock the whole of town down. cos we're going for the countdown! hey it rhymes eh? haha. and the peeps going are many! ok i shall tell you who..
audrey{that's of cos me haha}
mel
yingjie
apphia
ivy
clarissa
wilson
alwin
xiangzong
jamie
eric
and perhaps many more. haha but the more the merrier right? hee. thinking back, on the 31st Dec 2002, we were caught by the police. damn nut. haha. i hope nuthing will happen this yr!
ok i'm done for now. gonna catch my beauty sleep. tar! and Merry New Year's Eve!
posted by spontaneous @ 02:04 a.m. on Wednesday, December 31, 2003
